RUN FOR HOPE

No Mood for any marathon .
I went for RUN FOR HOPE 2010 .But I dont quite like that marathon as it is poorly organized .
There are no SIGN Board showing how much Kilometres are left .
And No encouragements like after the marathon a small medal.
I burn little calories at the marathon yesterday .

No MOOD TO RUN LATELY ..>LAZY like pig. Didmt want to take PHOTO as I feel JUST TOO tired.

POOR TRAINING MORALIE

PREPARING FOR YELLOW PRISONER RUN .

I dont know why lately depression had begun to eat into me again .
I HATE EXERCISE and I START SPENDING ....
I SPEND AND SPEND .
But on things such as usb disk and I guess I need it as my company dont provide me with USB and people borrow my personal usb and thus I decided to place all commpany stuff on other usb while people borrow .They wont see my private stuff.
Then I brought a sony erricssion ear pieces and desk charger when I only wanted to get a usb connectivity wire.

I dont know why ....

SOMEONE HELP .GOD ARE U THERE?
I live in constant fear.
Fear that the good times be over soon as monster are coming back .
And wonder if my happiess would be short lived . Can I MADE IT .
Lately I had nO MOTIVATION FOR ANYTHING .
Had DEPRESSION kick into me again ....