SCM was horrible as Too much people

I had no goal or view in my life lately.
At least I had no feeling of that.

Yesterday the SCM run was horrible in terms of
lining up to get my bag deposited.

And the run was unmotivated .
Too much people .
I am very much troubled with my high Credit card bill
And I wondering about how to join the safari night zoo run.
Maybe I am in my dry span of running marathon lately .
I felt irritrated by people by stop by the track to take photo .
What is the spirit of marathon .But they paid to do such things .