PREPARING FOR YELLOW PRISONER RUN .
I dont know why lately depression had begun to eat into me again .
I HATE EXERCISE and I START SPENDING ....
I SPEND AND SPEND .
But on things such as usb disk and I guess I need it as my company dont provide me with USB and people borrow my personal usb and thus I decided to place all commpany stuff on other usb while people borrow .They wont see my private stuff.
Then I brought a sony erricssion ear pieces and desk charger when I only wanted to get a usb connectivity wire.
I dont know why ....
SOMEONE HELP .GOD ARE U THERE?
I live in constant fear.
Fear that the good times be over soon as monster are coming back .
And wonder if my happiess would be short lived . Can I MADE IT .
Lately I had nO MOTIVATION FOR ANYTHING .
Had DEPRESSION kick into me again ....
